I pretty much feel the same way. Shit's fucked up. I deleted my whole fucking album I collected over the years 2 months ago and just this week, I re-downloaded again. I realised I'm missing pics that took me a long time to gather, the recent ones I'm speaking of, but I deleted on a whim to think no more Cracky = no more void I'm filling. But there's a void and months went by until I felt compelled to browse .71 again and now this place.
I quit a pain pill habit, a girlfriend of 5 years, and a smoking habit, all within a couple weeks and I feel like shit still months afterwards. I can try to find love elsewhere, even soothing digital "love" looking at beautiful women on the internets, but it has to be an emotional connection as well, and Cracky kind of provides that. Her pics seem to convey a fucked up life as my own now.
I need to radio in for an emergency Cracky alternative. Anyone have one? Preferably non-jailbait this time. And don't give me this 'go outside and meet someone' crap, I'm much too jaded lately for any girl to put up with my shitty attitude.