Because you are loved? Also, cake exists.

Okay, I fucking tried... I am absolved of my responsibility.

You know why you should stick with life?

Because I'm much more popular in the afterlife.

>>2
no responsibility need apply. thanks for the response the first is negative and the second while it may exist the years of horror and abuse don't =/= with cake. wish they did though.

pic unrelated. I think

>>4
Seppuku? Well, if you're gonna die it might as well be honourable. Wouldn't try it without a second I could really trust though.

>>3
Man makes a point.

yotsuba!&

>>6

>>1
Okay, how about "life is meaningless"? Think about what that actually entails; if your life has no designated purpose in real terms that apply directly to you as an individual, that rather implies your life can attain any meaning you personally choose. And that, Anonymous, is fucking awesome.

If your options are so limited as to include "I might as well be dead", then you have ascribed very little meaning to your existence, probably for all sorts of legitimate reasons. I know mine were when I got to that stage, and it took more time than I care to recall to get into that state of mind, and quite a long time to claw back out of it. I was wrong: my life wasn't over, my options weren't as limited as to include just the tiny range I chose to consider in the pit.

What do you consider a "good" life to be, in your opinion, even if only hypothetically speaking?

>>1 And don't say her.

Oh, no worries, wasn't going to to.

>>8
a life where I don't hear voices need to shoot up and can take a walk on the beach with someone without FREAKING THE FUCK OUT. Because you know the sky is out there voices... sky... voices.

>>10
forgot a pic kind of relevant

>>10
That is a good life. What steps can you take towards it in the next two years?

Certainly one of those three is achievable sooner than the others, and if you think it will help, I don't mind sharing my own experience of coming off of opiates after a third of my life high on them. It might give you a structure for your own eventual path.

>>12
I appricate your optimism really it amazes me i cant grasp it -glad to see someone who can still hold onto. two years is a long time not even sure if the next two weeks will last i guess the fact im still somewhat coherent is good. Not shooting up at the moment but if i go outside almost certain i will. ever seen this movie? it explains everything better then this post.

>>13
Two years can go by quicker than they might appear. Can you visualise that no-voice, no-drug, peaceful beach walk? I appreciate it may seem like fantasy right now, but a good fanatsy properly imagined can be a powerful motivator. Can you see yourself in the scenario, actually picture yourself there, or is it just words at the moment?

Please don't think I'm meddling in your affairs, I really don't want to make you feel uncomfortable with a bunch of questions, but I hope you knew that anyway.

I have seen that film, but cannot recall the ending, which possibly means it was unhappy. I have developed a tendency to forget negative fiction; I find reality provides enough opportunities for unhappines.

you seem like you're able to make (rl) friends/ have gf's, that could be a good reason. If this assumption is wrong (eg you Never had friends/gf), maybe you still have hobby's you could enjoy (when not depressed when you don't enjoy anything).
Anyway, my opinion is that you shouldn't make such decisions when addicted, because you can't think 'clear'. Quit your drug, then think again. ( i once heard the social part comes back after 3 years)

>>10

Train-arm dude, is that you? I'll be on AIM in a bit if you want to talk.

Dear OP -- status report please.