>>22 Do you tire physically first, or mentally first, when you attempt to do something?

The operative concept here being that I generally never get around to even making the attempt. When I do actually do things, which is rare, I tend to have good, often great success, then stop & piss it all away. I.E live frugally for a time and save up a good amount of money, then waste it. Lose 100 pounds, then gain 150. Go through a really social phase and make lots of friends, then retreat into isolation without really knowing why. Get my living place perfectly clean & orderly, then neglect it for years. Get serious about religion/spirituality, then become an atheist forever. Get the idea?